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We're a family, NEVER forsake that trust.
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[30 Mar 2006|10:20pm] |
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I have a mall date Saturday, you can come if you'd like.
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TO THEIR KNEES
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[20 Mar 2006|04:18pm] |
Yeah, my life is fucking great.
No regrets.
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| Update on Lauren Pyne. |
[29 Jan 2006|01:41pm] |
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I was asked to be flower girl at the wedding of Brett A. Laabs, and Heather G. Halinski. On an autum day in a forest of New York, sometime around 2008. It will be a beautiful day. :) I trust Brett, he's like an older brother to me.
I couldn't be happier, I love my life. I have true friends, who stand with me. I love my boo, life is good.
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[25 Jan 2006|03:54pm] |
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here
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[06 Jan 2006|03:57pm] |
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I was read too on the phone last night. It was a book about a zoo. This is a wonderful feeling.
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[27 Dec 2005|12:50pm] |
hahahahaha
my doctor gave me the wrong pills.
I was fucked up last night.
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[04 Dec 2005|03:43pm] |
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"AHH!" |
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I've gained confidence to use a phone.
&
I've gotten what I've longed for.
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[10 Nov 2005|08:48pm] |
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sasklfaweo HAPPY!> |
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I feel better than ever.
Re-newed; Yes.
All thanks to one person.
Who probably has no idea.
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[28 Oct 2005|02:53pm] |
My mom doesn't want to accept the fact that I'm not going to look how she wants me to look,
Yes, I look like a bum, 80% of the time, fucking deal.
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[27 Oct 2005|12:33pm] |
SAVE YOURSELF,
WHILE I SAVE ME.
4-day weekend,
Carries w/ katy,
Carries w/ katy,
HALLOWEENMASSACRE,
church,
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| I'm glad. |
[25 Oct 2005|04:58pm] |
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MY LOVELY -EISLEY |
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Soon,
things may go right for me.
I'm glad I am spending this '4-day weekend' With either Katy, Jake, Brittany or Andy. I think? Well with my most prized possessions, my friends. Saturday, HALLOWEEN MASSACRE, highlight of the weekend, hopefully.
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| I am sorry, |
[22 Oct 2005|07:06pm] |
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I shouldn't of even said anything. I shouldn't have taking 'this' which is so important in my life for granted. I'm going to "stfu" when I'm told to, or stop when I'm talking about something I "don't know the half of". I'll stop hoping for the weekends, and stop planing fun. I'll stop worrying about if 'they' actually are going to spend time with me when they say they will. I'll stop talking to them, I'll stop interacting with them. I'll stop doing what makes me happy, I'll stop believing what I believe. I'll stop speaking to 'fags', I'll stop wanting to do stuff. I'll stop sharing laughs, I'll stop sharing fun. I'll stop trying to help, I'll stop wanting to help. I'll stop being there in times of need, I'll stop listening in general. I'll stop trying to be a part of something. I'll stop. From now on, I will, doing everything 'spur of the moment'. I will not hope for anything good to come into my life. I will get a job, and forget about my social life. I will try my 'darndest' not to upset you and others. I will stay out of everyones life, If it's what you want. I'll stop everything. People don't know how much I care, and what I would do for some of you. It's your choice now, I have no say in this. If you want me out, I'm out. I'll spend my weekends alone, aimlessly searching for someone to spend time with. I'm done caring for people, and worrying about their feelings, I've been shown no gratitude. I am sorry if I have ever disappointed you in anyway. You really shouldn't take things for granted.
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| All in all, |
[22 Oct 2005|05:41pm] |
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YOU FUCKING SUCK! |
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I visited good will,
so did jake,
I got him pants,
I got a ghetto shirt,
He got a striped shirt,
I got a blue shirt,
He got a blue shirt,
We went to apple bee's
ate food,
drank alot,
I had to pee every 5 minutes,
I'm loosing wieght abnormally,
I don't feel like my self,
Hopefully next weekend things will be more eventful.
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| I don't understand; |
[16 Oct 2005|03:48pm] |
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I have hope,
for now hope is all I have.
To everyone,
I am sorry.
I'll try harder next time.
Everything is normal,
Everything is fine.
Right.
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